Today has turned out to the worse day I’ve had in awhile. Got my first citation from a state trooper which going 80 in a 55 is understandable. Then I had to go to Knoxville to turn in paper work for school. Then to find out I was just now put of the fucking waiting list and that it’s a very small chance I’ll get in the fall. All I’ve been wanting to do for the past year is get my shit together and go to school. I haven’t gotten my shit together and school was going to be a good part in helping with that. I’m just tired of not getting anywhere in life, all I want to do is progress and meet some of the goals in my life. I just want to enjoy life, but I can’t.